Happily Ever After…Forever?

     Since the latest events, things have most certainly changed! To start, my sister and brother-in-law purchased an estate close to Pemberly; we see each other quite frequently.   Kitty often has been visiting us; she has also been maturing quite rapidly.  Lydia and Wickham continue to remain wed, often asking for money in which they will not receive.  As for Lady Catherine, she has come to terms with our marriage, but I am sure does not fully approve of it.  It is amazing to think that my aunt and uncle are responsible for bringing Darcy and I together. If it were not for them, I am uncertain as to what the present would be like.  I can only look forward to the future and dream of what adventures the future will behold!

Mutual Agreement

     At last I have finally found happiness! Mr.Darcy and I were finally able to express our true feelings for one another and we are now engaged! It is amazing to have finally settled any misconceptions and confusions between us… I have discovered the man that Mr.Darcy really is.  The only difficulty I have undergone is the struggle to convince my sister and father of my genuine admiration for Mr.Darcy. After once expressing my hatred towards my now fiancé, it is understandable that my family would be surprised… I appreciate their concern regarding the confirmation of my happiness, but they must believe that I love Mr.Darcy for the man he truly is and not for his wealth. Overall, my family is thrilled to now have two sisters that are soon to be brides!

How Dare She!

     Lady Catherine had the audacity to arrive upon my doorstep to insist my promise to not marry Mr.Darcy! She claimed that she heard rumors of our possible engagement and was obviously infuriated. Lady Catherine believes I am completely inferior to Mr.Darcy. I am well aware that our life styles are most certainly different; however, that should not prevent two people from falling in love! Love has nothing to do with wealth and connections… it has to do with the people themselves! Actually, it is quite humorous that Lady Catherine is attempting to fight her nephew’s nonexistent battle. She is sadly mistaken if she truly believes Mr.Darcy wishes to marry her sickly creature of a daughter! This whole ordeal has been quite upsetting; however, I shall keep this debacle under wraps as to not create any more tension for my family.

Love at Last

      I am ecstatic to announce that my dear sister is finally engaged to the one and only Mr.Bingley! After dinner the two found themselves alone together when Mr. Bingley asked her for her hand. I am so happy for Jane! To think she was at one time so heartbroken and hysterical over the man whom she was actually destined for!  Love works in strange ways I suppose.  Jane also mentioned that Mr.Bingley’s avoidance of her was purely accidental; he in fact had no clue she was in town.  All in all, I am quite relieved for Jane that the whole misunderstanding has been put to rest.

The Truth

        Mr.Darcy continues to surprise me in the most amazing ways. I learned from my aunt that Mr.Darcy was in fact the one who discovered the whereabouts of Lydia and Wickham. He also paid Wickham a sum of money to solidify the marriage. Apparently, Mr.Darcy bribed Miss Younge, a friend of Wickham, into telling him the location of the couple. My aunt suggested that Mr.Darcy acted upon his admiration for me. I am starting to believe Mr.Darcy really goes have a generous heart that Mrs.Reynolds claimed him to have.
      In the meantime, Lydia and Wickham have departed tot he north and Mr.Bingley made a visit to our home along with Mr.Darcy. My father treated him coldly(with good reason) whereas my desperate mother paid close attention to him. Although, she treated Mr.Darcy quite rudely... little does she know of his astonishing favor.

The "Bride" and "Groom"

      My father finally gave in, allowing Lydia and Wickham to visit our home before heading north. The visit so far has been anything but enjoyable. Lydia is completely and utterly naive to the whole situation. She acts as though the matter is all just fun and games! She fails to realize the heartache and monstrosity she has put upon our family. Her obnoxious, arrogant, immature behavior has proved this. I believed that all of us expected at least the slightest change in Lydia; we were mistaken. The only topic she wished to discuss was her love for her so called "husband" and her love for the new last name. One day she shall realize what true love is, and that what she and Wickham shared was anything but true love.
      Although, one thing I learned from Lydia's banter was that Mr.Darcy attended the wedding! I must write to my aunt at once and get to the bottom of this!


Until then,
Lizzy

Good News

       What a relief! My father recently returned from London. Shortly afterward, my uncle sent him a letter stating that the location of Lydia and Wickham was recovered! My uncle offered to make sure the two marry on the condition that my father provide them with a small income. Of course, my father consented; however, he believes my uncle to have paid Wickham a large sum of money to bribe him father into marrying Lydia.
       Of course, my mother is excessively ecstatic regarding the fact of her beloved sixteen year old getting married... My father tried to remind her of what the ordeal will cost; however, this will not put a damper on her excitement.
        Disregard my last statement ^^^. Not long afterward, my mother's happiness was once again put on hold. My father made it clear to her that the newlyweds would not be permitted to visit our home and the new bride would not be given wardrobe allowance... There seems to always be some type of drama or hysertics occuring in this household. I suppose that is the price to pay for living with mostly all women!

Disappointment

         My uncle and father currently are in London looking for Lydia and Wickham. Unfortunately, there is no word as to the whereabouts of the couple. I fear that my father is losing patience, word is that he plans to return home. I hope he continues to give the search his best effort until then...
         Meanwhile, Mr.Collins has sent quite a shocking letter. Actually, on some level this stunt of his is not surprising; it is the sheer audacity that is shocking. The letter was concerning the matters regarding Lydia. Basically, the letter suggested poor parenting on my mother and father's part and that this scandal reflected poorly on my family. Of course this turmoil is a serious matter; however, my family's business does not involve Collins. Perhaps he should focus on keeping his marriage to his soulmate from crashing and burning!

Lydia

    How foolish can Lydia be!? While at Pemberly, I received two letters from Jane revealing the disappearence of Lydia, suggesting she and Wickham currently left to elope! I am quite distraught, Mr.Darcy walked in on me while I was hysterical. Luckily, he was very understanding and graciously understood my need to leave his estate to attend this family matter. Currently, I am back at Longbourn where my mother is upset and my father has departed to London to search for my sister. My mother has been blaming the Forsters for not keeping better watch of Lydia... Although I'm sure Lydia would of found some way to wreak havoc regardless.
   I have some guilt for not of being more open with my knowledge of Wickham's past... perhaps if I had made my knowledge known, none of this would of happened. For now, however, all of our energy needs to be focused on finding my naive sister, who had the nerve to sign her last letter as "Lydia Wickham." Ugh the nerve of that ignorant girl!!

Georgiana

     I am quite honored to be finally acquianted with Georgiana; she is a lovely girl! Although she is still young, she appears to be wise and mature beyond her years. She is also quite handsome, yet very shy as well.
    Although, I feel quite bad for Georgiana... While dining amongst the Bingley siblings, Mr.Darcy and Miss Darcy, Miss Bingley made a snide remark to me. She said (in reference to the departure of the militia) "must be a great loss to your family." Of course, this infuriated me. But poor Georgiana... Miss Bingley is unaware of  Wickhams advances towards Georgiana. She most definitely put her foot in her mouth!
   I also discovered that Miss Bingley was speaking poorly of me to Mr.Darcy after dinner. Fortunately, she was put her in place when Mr.Darcy stated that I am one of the most handsome women of his acquaintence. Miss Bingley is most likely kicking herself for making herself seem so crude and snide... hopefully she learns her lesson, although this is not likely.

Surprise

  I have never been so embarrased... while finishing touring the Darcy estate, Mr.Darcy himself showed up! He was not expected to arrive, and he seemed taken back himself to see me at his home. Although, Mr.Darcy acted quite politely! At first I assumed he came to Pemberly knowing that I would be away; however, he traveled here to prepare his home for the arrival of the Bingleys and Georgiana. Mr.Darcy was kind enough to invite me to meet his sistser!
  I am starting to think that Mr.Darcy is the man that Mrs.Reynolds says he is... Even my aunt and uncle find Mr.Darcy to have superb manners and kind nature, quite different that the impression I first put in their heads. I also look forward to meet Georgiana, she is quite the young lady from what I have heard.

Until Next Time,
Lizzy

Pemberly

   Currently, I am touring the extravagant estate, Pemberly! Mr.Darcy's estate is quite grand; furnished with the most elegent furnishings and antiques. There are also a few quite striking portraits of Mr.Darcy himself a few years ago. Also, I just met Mrs.Reynolds, Mr.Darcy's housekeeper! She is quite  intelligent for a housekeeper. She surprised me, however, by expressing her pride for Mr.Darcy. Mrs.Reynolds mentioned how kind hearted, generous and sweet he is; apparently the opposite of what people assume he is. And to think she knew Mr.Darcy ever since he was a young boy... maybe he really is what she claims him to be... For now I shall finish touring the Darcy family's beautiful estate.

More details to come,
Lizzy

Vacation

     I  had the privillege of touring Derbyshire with my beloved aunt and uncle! I had a most enjoyable experience. It came to my knowledge that we were traveling quite close to Mr.Darcy's estate... Of course, this distressed me. My aunt suggested that we visit his estate... At first I turned down this suggestion, but apparently he currently is not staying there. My curiousity got the best of me, so we made plans to visit his home in the near future!

More details to come,
Lizzy

The Final Goodbye

    Quite recently, I have divulged the truth behind Wikcham to Jane; she was quite dissapointed and shocked. I seeked her advice as to whether or not to announce my discoveries about him publicly and we both came to the agreement that I shall not... for now at least.
    Unfortunately, I ran into Wickham recently. We spoke for the final time; the conversation consisting of Mr.Darcy. I was cautious not to reveal certain knowledge I had gained of the conflict between the two. Afterwards, we wished each other well and that was that(Thank God). My sisters and I also attended Meryton for the departure of the soldiers. Of course, Lydia was quite upset.


Until Next Time,
Lizzy
                                                                                                                                                       

Silly Sisters

    Jane and I currently are riding home in Father's coach along with Kitty and Lydia. The topic of discussion is purely about the soldiers in the militia. When it comes to Lydia and Kitty with men, "obssessed" is an understatement. They are hoping to convince our parents to allow them to travel to Brighton where the soldiers with be stationed this summer. I understand that girls of their age develop strong admirations for the male sex; however, they take it to a bothersome degree... If anything, the soldiers would be annoyed by their persistance. Although Lydia is quite a beautiful young lady, she is mistaken if she believes that each and every militia man with be taken by the sight of her... They will only see her for what she is; a 15 year old girl! She will have to learn this lesson on her own.

   Lydia also seems to be quite fond of Wickham... little does she know that he is seriously flawed. For now, I shall put up with my sister's talk of hopes to mingle with the soldiers and convince my parents otherwise.

Details to come,

Lizzy



Collins and Charlotte

Mr.Darcy and Colonel Fitzwilliam recently departed from Rosings, giving me opportunity to chat with Collins. It seems evident that Collins has the idea that he and Charlotte are "made for one another." Is he mad?! Made for one another they are not, desperate to wed is what they each are. It just so happened that Collins was a desperate, pathetic man, and Charlotte was lucky enough to have courted them. It is obvious the two would eventually marry due to the circumstances.

True Love, or True Hatred?

      Mr.Darcy continues to amaze me. While contemplating the information Colonel Fitzwilliam divulged to me, Mr.Darcy arrived unexpectedly, with a proposal. Mr.Darcy had the nerve to ask me for my hand in matrimony. How utterly mistaken he is. Keep in mind, his "proposal" was in fact rather insulting towards my family, taking notice at our lack of social superiority. I could never fathom marrying a man who not only does not accept me for the person I am, but also does not accept my family. Although... such actions from Mr.Darcy are not surprising; his pride absolutely seems to comsume him.
       Shall I not forget to mention he handed me a two page letter after our confrontation while I was walking. He adressed the Jane and Bingley issue, openly admitting he had full intention to split them up. He also adressed his conflict with Wickham, stating that Wickham was in fact the one with ill intentions; attempting to wed with Georgiana with the desire to receive part of her fortune.
    My feelings are conficted. Mr. Darcy's proposal was obviously offensive, but I am rather perplexed...He did confess his love and admiration for me... looking back, his actions suggested he felt this way towards me. He also brought my attention to Wickham... perhaps I should have had better judgement of character... I am at loss of words.

                                                                                           
Even more details to come,
Lizzy

Shocking Revelations

          Currently, I am quite furious. During a conversation between Colonel Fitzwilliam and I, he revealed that Mr.Darcy was responsible for having destroyed the relations between Jane and Mr.Bingley, advising Bingley that he was better off without her. What a wretched man Mr.Darcy is, conceiving the idea to ruin his friend's possible chance of true love with my sister. The two obviously had such strong chemistry. Knowing that Mr.Darcy was behind my sister's agony repulses me to the upmost degree.

For now, I shall go contemplate this horrendous discovery. Goodbye.

Dining at Rosings

      What a shock! Colonel Fitzwilliam exhibited upmost charm and exquisite manners! He is quite the gentleman; although, he is nothing like Darcy. One thing is for certain, he is not quite handsome. Luckily, his manners make up for this. I even discussed Darcy's arrogance at the ball with Colonel Fitzwilliam himself. Although my encounter with Colonel Fitzwilliam was satisfying, Lady Catherine's comtemptuous opinions of my piano playing were quite discouraging; her supercillious actions towards me are blatantly obvious; even Mr.Darcy brought attention to her poor manners.
      Aside from Lady Catherine's arrogance, I constantly contemplate the chemistry bewteen Colonel Fitzwilliam and myself. Even Charlotte acknowledged he might actually be in love with me!

                                                                                              

                                                                                                                         
More details to come,
Lizzy

New Guests

Currently, I'm enjoying my stay here at Rosings. Card playing, conversing, and strolling are a few of the leisures I have partaken in duirng my stay.  Sir William has just departed; quite a shame considering with a kind hearted gentleman he is. It is said that Mr.Darcy and his cousin, Colonel Fiztwilliam, are expected to visit Rosings as well.  I'm anxious to meet Colonel Fitzwilliam; hopefully he will lack the pride that his cousin so very well demonstrates!